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Today I fought very hard to feel better, but just never did.  I tried having positive thoughts, and thinking of all my blessings, playing with my dogs, but nothing helped.  I just felt like crying and sitting and doing nothing.  To top it off, it was cloudy all day, which always makes my depression worse.

I’ve had depression since I can remember.  I’m pretty sure I had it even back in grade school.  I remember just wanting to melt into the floor so the teacher wouldn’t call on me.  I got made fun of by other kids and I just didn’t want to be noticed.  As I look back I think it all started when my parents got divorced.  I was 5.  I’m not saying I blame them, at all, I just think that’s when it started.

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